But I don’t think I have the nerve this year. If she wasn’t here, I would do it in a heartbeat. She made vacation plans separate from me, got around to telling me today that she’s taking this week off. I had hoped for Thanksgiving week. Guess I hadn’t told her that yet either. But I was trying to get her to focus on taking some vacation back in early September, as I recall. Neither of us are communicating too well with the other, and all I can think to say is oh fuck it all.
Even if I’m not showing it, I actually feel quite girly today. Underdressing in extra tight (Sz M) black boy shorts. I really like the firm support. Waah. . Oh, and I am really high this afternoon. Like crazy — wanted to ride this afternoon, but it may be tomorrow morning at this rate. The weather here in nwcentral NC is heavenly this afternoon. I’ll dress up some later, I think. I’ll have to shave some of my hairiness this evening in order to facilitate. But shorts season is basically over, except for a couple soccer games for me.